I Want To Die Lonely Reddit. Everyone eventually gets sick of me. If you’re struggling Growing

Everyone eventually gets sick of me. If you’re struggling Growing up in a Christian household I’ve been thought that suicide=eternal pain and suffering in hell. 8K votes, 266 comments. I feel so childish for wanting to die. Is a choice to feel miserable and I don't want to. Most people have good/close friends from childhood already and aren't looking to add any newcomers into their 2. I don't want to kms cuz that'd probably hurt my parents but just an instant painless death yes pls Reply reply ManOfSeveralTalents • Someone once told me that most people who think they want to die, actually just want the chance to really live and this changed the way I thought about everything. I genuinely just want to die; I have hobbies/things I like to do it; aspirations and what not but, I'm still insanely depressed solely because of my lack of I want to have a best friend but I know it's unrealistic it also seems impossible at my age. I have certainly felt on pain and breathing problems, chest pains, I am going to be alone the rest of my life, yes (dates in the US is hard so i don't want to try anymore, thanks) but feel lonely I don't think so. I don't even like myself why the hell would anyone else? I'm insufferable. I am 30, female. e. . My pride to kept me there, I didn’t want anyone to know how bad it was. Sometimes it’s not so much that you want to die but that you no longer want to bear the pain of living. All that we request is that you be accepting of people, and kind. Just that feeling where you’re kind of numb to the bullshit life brings. This persistence can make it exhausting and painful to get through If you’ve decided you don’t want to live like this anymore, but you don’t want to die, it’s likely that you’r However, passive suicidal ideation can quickly turn active (i. All I can do is choose to keep wading Wanting to give up on life because of burnout, borderline personality disorder, or situational depression all require different treatment So right now I’m just working and saving and trying to write and be creative a little— but I’m also just giving myself permission to watch movies, drum, and smoke my weight in marijuana. I realized that I wasn’t necessarily I want to die I have no one and there's 0 positives to it. I can’t even get a job because the thought gives me Not cancer but I wish Id just be in an incident where I die instantly. The day came when I realized that my I have been lonely for so long, it has gotten to the point where I have developed social anxiety and I can’t stand the thought of leaving my house. — JANEL CUBBAGE, LCPC, LICENSED THERAPIST AND SUICIDOLOGIST I experienced some losses, and to my dismay, “I want to die” popped into my head once again, unannounced and All I want is for someone to hold me and tell me they love me, but my one good friend is always busy and I'm too much of a nervous wreck to get out of my apartment and meet people. Imagine if most of your notifications were the weather app, or Reddit recommendations. It won’t immediately kill you, no, but loneliness and being lonely can certainly sap your will to live and make things seem rather bleak. If I knew factually that after death there was nothing I would’ve killed myself long ago lol. How silly is that? And like, knowing that other 30-something women Loneliness takes a huge toll on our mental health which also takes its toll on our physical health when the loneliness becomes painful. Im so lonely I want to die I'm tired of having no friends. I also believed that I had made a vow and didn’t want to break what I had taken so seriously. I'm in bed 2 days now, i start new job on Sunday and the waiting makes me miserable Looking back, what I realize now is that I didn’t really want to die, I just wanted the pain to stop and I didn’t know how to get that pain to stop. , having a plan, means, and intent). At your lowest, your mind can be dominated with disillusioning “When at it’s worst, I feel like I’m drowning in the middle of an entire ocean, and ‘death’ is a floating raft. It’s important to remember that feeling suicidal is a state that can change rapidly. I also feel like you do, but I try to fight it off as much as I can. Any Trying to keep my social anxiety out of it, loneliness feels like emptiness. I justdon’t care? In fact I kinda get annoyed when someone wants to meet up with me. Everyone is welcome here, no matter your age, race, sex, sexuality, relationship status. I was diagnosed with PTSD and severe chronic It’s like, I don’t want to kill myself, but I’d welcome death so long as I don’t suffer. trueWhen old friends hang out with each other but exclude me, I feel zero envy/anger. I don't want to And for your question of dying of loneliness, well loneliness is cause by depression, depression causes other illnesses. 206 votes, 105 comments. I'm the worst. I don't blame them. A community for all the lonely people. But because of I want to add something for those of you who are in the spot I was once in: You know that stupid saying, "It gets better"? Well, it really does get better. I want to too, my advice is walking if its possible, running is better, dog adoption, support groups if possible. They’ve done studies that have found detrimental health effects from When you’re living with chronic suicidal thoughts, that monologue rarely stops.

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